Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Weeping and Trusting

Psalm 6 and 7

 “I will give thanks to the LORD because of his righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the LORD Most High.”              -Psalm 7:17 (NIV84)

 To begin my quiet times, I like to read from a devotional book.  I don’t stick to one; I have a few that I choose from.  The short devotionals help me to get ready and focused on listening to what God has to say to me.  Today I chose Streams in the Desert by L.B.Cowman.  She had the excellent habit of writing down things she heard or read that she wanted to remember, and that is what the book is…the collection of her most treasured spiritual finds.  They come from great books, ministers and missionaries of and before her time.  Today I read what George Mattheson wrote about waiting for hope.  “Even when my joy is gone, give me the strength to stand victoriously in the darkest night and say, ‘To my heavenly Father, the sun still shines.’  I will have reached the point of greatest strength once I have learned to wait for hope” (288).

After my devotional reading, I read Psalm 6.  It is not a cheerful David who pins this one. I went on and read Psalm 7. David is crying out to God for deliverance!   I am now pondering the questions, “What do these Psalms tell me about God and about my relationship with Him?”  Reading Psalm 6 and 7 again, I find that I can be honest and real with God.  My songs and prayers to Him do not always have to be happy; I can trust Him and weep at the same time.  These Psalms show me that when life gets difficult and sorrow comes, my faith in God must not falter (as is often the case when we experience pain.)  God is Good.   He will be the last thing standing when all else fails.  He stands with us when life falls apart.  He shields us when we are left defenseless. We can trust and wait for His mercy, knowing that He hears and accepts our prayers.  Even when we do not see answers, we know that He has them, and that they are right.  When we have nothing on earth to be thankful for, we can still give thanks because of His righteousness.  When there is no one left to sing to and nothing more to sing about, we can follow David’s example and sing to the LORD Most High.

Heavenly Father,
Help me to run to you when I need protection, justice, help and comfort.  Help me not to walk slowly to you, after I have tried other ideas, people, or avenues.  Help me RUN to you.  You continually show me that you are Enough.  Help my life to prove that wonderful truth over and over, just like the hymn says,

“'Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus,
And to take him at his word;
Just to rest upon his promise,
And to know, "Thus saith the Lord."
              
Jesus, Jesus, how I trust him!
 How I've proved him o'er and o'er!
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
O for grace to trust him more!”


Cowman, L.B. Streams in the Desert. Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 1997. Print. 
 Stead, Louisa M.R. “Tis So Sweet to Trust in Jesus” 1882.